Sunday, November 29, 2009,
cepatnya sudah sunday. cepatnya tahun ini sudah nak berakhir.
It's really hard to believe that 2009 is coming to an end so soon. Time is passing so fast. goodness.
but i have never regretted a single thing! I do not want to re-live a year even if i'm given a choice.
I am where I am, who I am because of the things in the past. I made lots of mistakes. STUPID mistakes I would call it. and I learned!
I have made so many friends that I really treasure. Friends who will not be nice to me at the front and 'kill' me behind my back. I wouldn't know if there is also la. I prefer not to know. as long as i dont do that, i think i'm okay.
I have grown so much in the Lord, I can say. Tough times don't make me weaker. They make me stronger. and tough times don't last. Tough people do. =) God has opened my eyes to so many things and prayers that I prayed many many years ago came true and that blows my mind away. He remembers. aww.. my God is romantic. He is indescribable. if you ask me whether i have a relationship with Him, I will say YES. I struggled many many years ago to really DEPEND on Him.. like totally surrendering and it is tough. super tough. liek what people say, first step is always the hardest but the steps after that.. is a lot simpler to take. it is true. I know that my life will be pretty messed up if I do not know the Lord. that's why i'm so thankful for Him.
We were form 3. it was through a phone call. haha. and it's been 5 years since we knew that we have feelings for one another. but then, because of the silly dumb mistakes I did, we decided that we don't want to count the first two years. =)
(oh oh and we didn't start anything official till after form 5, ok! - that includes holding hands) the three years that we had ever since 2006 was fabulous. simply awesome. it was not easy as we both have our differences but we also knew that we will walk down the aisle together one day, and nothing is too difficult, with God being there with us. and I can say it out here.. that history will not repeat! NO it won't. cos i'm too in love with this person. super. *shouts* I LOVE YOU LE ROY! I'm so thankful that we are both each other's first and last!
It has also been ONE year TWO months ONE week and FIVE days since I started my facebook. guess who introduced it to me? hahaha. it was another sarah. sarah khor ee ling. now, that's what I call peer pressure. I enjoyed facebook. a lot. it's so much better than friendster. and i deleted my friendster account d. wahaha. don't like it at all.
Junior Youth Retreat. When I first came to church and then accepted Christ, my parents gave me a choice to either go for JYR or Youth Camp. at that time, I chose youth camp since it's end of the year and that's the BIGGER one la. but then my buddies (ian/salako/caleb and few others) convinced my parents to send me to both cos JYR is for those 12 to 15 years old ma. and thank God for these people cos my parents actually let me go for both! hah! great friends! and I remembered being a co-leader with daniel teoh. at that time, i don't even know Le Roy yet. haha. my team's name was oak-something. i don't remember la. cos they call me mama oak and daniel papa oak. so funny. i had lots of fun. it was at penang hill. and just last week, going back to JYR
(NOT as participant but as one of the speaker =D), brings back a lot of memories. gosh. it has been such wonderful journey.
my sister is also finishing her degree in less than six months time. so fast. than she's going to work, earn money and buy me more things! hahahaha.
Vanessa is sitting for PMR next year. no boyfriends for her yet. muahahaha. until after form 5. *grins*
Kelly is four. she's going to be five. ok, wait a minute. time is seriously going too fast! noooo!
I joined floorball months ago. it has been fun so far. except when there is competition! dunno why la. there are like so many butterflies in my tummy everytime when i'm going to play in a competition! ah. dunno why! thinking about sukpen now makes me pening! goodness. but it has been a fun ministry. I get to know so many wonderful people. the first time going for the secretariat meeting at e-gate. all so fun.
believe this. i am 21 this year. not 15 or 16 or 17. i do take them as compliment though. wouldn't wanna look older than my age. first impression.. always between 15 to 19.. not bad huh.. i can always go to a school prom and people won't realized that i'm already out of school. haha.
I still love talking to strangers. well, after the first 5 minutes of introduction, they are no longer strangers. they become my friends. =D and one thing about me right, I can't remember names very well. I tend to forget names or remeber people with wrong names. i'm soooo sorry.
ok. i think enough of me babbling some of my thoughts out.
I love my blog. if you wanna criticize my blog, can.. but don't let me hear you say it! hahahaha. I um.. love to eat. fried chicken. oh yum.. I love to sleep. I love seafood. goodness. i'm hungry again d!
okla.. i better go rest now. tomoro whole day at college. it's going to be a very long day. =( so tiring.
have a great week ahead people.
SPM-ers, you guys rock the examination hall, okay? =D and the results, of cos. haha.
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